Monday, January 29, 2007
the day before yesterday i ran for 4 different positions in SSA. sadly, i didn't make exco. i cannot believe i actually ran four times and made four speeches and i'm disappointed that my speech wasn't convincing enough. or lack of actually. i did prepare one, but i didn't believe in what visions and stuff. i mean, who's to say what the future holds? i can only promise to deliver with whatever ability i am capable of. i can promise commitment. and i suppose that really sums up everything. but what can i expect of my audience? many of whom who don't even know me. at least insufficient to believe anyway.
i can still remember my mortification, dejection and disbelief. i don't suppose i will ever repeat such a feat. certainly with not as much guts. i'm glad i followed through though.
i suppose now i have a lot more time. and maybe it's just God's way of telling me to channel my energies elsewhere. that there's possibly other things awaiting me to explore.
it'll be february soon. i'm oh-so-glad. almost a third of the way through the term. soon, i'll be done with my freshman year of university. i'm looking forward to a glorious summer vacation. with lots of sun! and new activities!
it's been more than a month =)
i'm glad.
