Friday, November 17, 2006
i calle my granny today! she's out of the hospital already. yay! i hope she gets well. i told her i love her! sometimes, you've just got to put aside any pride and say it before you know it's too late. not that anything's gonna happen. but just in case.
sometimes, waiting produces disastrous results.
i went to watch the SEA games today. the localised version in Michigan anyway. it's pretty cool. i may play volleyball tomorrow.
anyways a lot of them played soccer today! i love watching soccer! it was a little odd though coz me and my roomie were the only girls watching at first. sigh, if only i can score a pretty goal!
i gotta read my course texts and start writing my story. toodle doo.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
my granny's in the hospital for a minor heart attack. i'm worried.
i had qualms coming up here to study. especially when she's so old now. i hope she gets well. i want her to.
have you ever wondered why hearts are shaped the way they are? with two round arches and a pointed base?
i think i found the answer watching tv today. 2 people locked in a kiss. from the side, they form a perfect heart. apart, it looks just like a broken heart.
i'm rather queer after all. queer as in peculiar.
for the first time in 2 weeks, i'm breathing normally again. my second round of midterms are over. i'm one happy girl. or not. the state of happiness isn't achieved that easily. else i'd be perpetually happy.
i remember the new year's resolutions i made for a few years. to be truly happy. oh please, which naive soul am i kidding?
i'm sad that i didn't spend that much time with my sis and my mom when they were over here coz i was trying to devote some time to my exams and to editing my disgusting paper.
well, they're all over now. had my korean and math midterm today.
korean shouldn't be that bad. but i might have made careless mistakes so i may not get the full marks i got for the last midterm. and korean has come to mean a lot to me. something that i'm pushing myself real hard for. a level of understanding i hope to attain. you have no idea how much euphoria i derive out of unerstanding simple words in the K drama serials that i watch. it's reached a point of time where anything less than the perfect score is considered unsatisfactory.
math was well.. okay. i guess it has to do with the expectations too. after the last midterm which i did oh-so-badly for, i spent more time on it. an sure enough, i probably could do a lot more questions than before. i can't expect an A. a B+ will make me feel loads better.
and there's the econ midterm which i already got back. something between an A- and an A. =) i'm satisfied. considering the meagre amount of effort i put in.
and so you might be wondering, what am i doing now that i have earned myself a few days rest? i recall the day my O'levels ended, i actually went home to pack my room and toss out all the old stacks of TYS, past year papers and notes. everyone went out to have fun and relax and i did PACKING. no one forced me into it. i just wanted to get rid of every sheet of paper that i had.
well, i did nothing of that sort today. neither did i chill at the movies. i went home and called a friend to chat, i watched a little tv. i did a a face mask, played some drum mania.., nothing really.
it ain't really so much what you're doing, but how you feel doing it.
and guess what? i kinda want to do math now. finish up all my math assingments.
told ya i'm queer.
