Thursday, June 29, 2006
urgh. i wonder but that regrets are beginning to kick in. i mean seriously, how do things remain the same? they don't.
didn't swim in the end. must have been something funny that i ate last night. made me feel sick and woozy today.
it was supposed to be a night where we'd go out and party before sitting with our books. but somehow there just wasn;t enough people seeing that some didn't pick up their phones. the 5 of us ended up at a diner-bar, eating and talking for a good four over hours.
we'd prolly party next week after the exams.
and till then, i'm gonna be bouncing in regret and uncertainty. good combination.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
i want to cry and scream and slam my knuckles into the wall till they bleed.
and yet at the same time, i feeling sort of dull, disconnected and detached.
i'm going to swim tomorrow. i need to work out all this awful feelings.
and i'm going to shut up now. coz everything else sounds seriously mental.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
i'm still reeling from today's events. it's amazing how my heart could race so fast even without watching a horror flick, sitting a rollarcoaster or getting boo-ed from behind.
i wrote on 2 sheets of paper and handed it over. more like stuffed it and ran away. and now it's out and there's no turning back. and tomorrow it's time to face the results of my actions.
on a happier note i broke my shopping fast and bought a polka-dotted retro top, and a Mamonde(it's a Korean brand) toner and moisturiser. it's clubbing night tomorrow! yippee!
i terminated my hostel accomodation today. after having moved everything out of my hostel.
tomorrow's the last day of class. and next week's the exams.
world cup's turning out to be a tad disappointing. why can't we have one of those major upsets? like Brazil not scoring or something. it'll really spice up the world cup.
