Thursday, January 19, 2006
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)-- e. e. cummings,
i carry your heart with me --
it's sweet. sweet sweet.
these days empty-headed flicks aren't all that empty.
i went out with cher yesterday. we haven't met in quite some time. she's working now so we met for dinner. ate at spagheddie's and bakerzin. we shared this humongous pizza and baked pasta and had these really cute dessrt tapas. and basically talked the evening away. school's out, and life presently isn't all that spicy ya know. she got me this pretty precious moments paper-stick-together thing in a nice wooden box. it's a whatcha-may-call-it-has-a-very-precise-name-which-i-can't-remember.
today was a little longer. i helped paint a little of our main gate then met mich to head back to st nix to eat. i'll admit it, the food's the main reason why we went back. we ate an insane amount, thankfully it's cheap. fish porridge, my beloved orange bowl, wanton, iced milo, chicken chop. and we shared the cookies which i made and brought for her.
we went to cine to get tickets for In Her Shoes. it's quite sweet really, that's where the poem above came from. and quite witty. and ate somemore. we got famous amos cookies.
and we had to shop! it's the first time since post A's that i'm getting something to wear. yay!i tried on this 3-quarts. sigh. my hips are really wide. i know dad keeps saying how it's very useful for giving birth but considering i don't seem to be anywhere near that, it'd be good if i can fit those nice 3-quarts.
anyway, i bought this green tube dress with sliver flower motif. pretty pretty! and this bikini(at long last). i'm pretty happy ith my buys. and mich lent me HP book 4 and 5.
and maybe i'll go and get that pink and brown bikini which i saw and like. hope to do more shopping soon!
bye world. i'm turning in.
Monday, January 16, 2006
i had an awful nightmare last night. i dreamt that i got back my A level results and i scored A B B. and like everyone had A A A A. and i woke woke and prayed about it. it's a litle early to be having such awful fears.
i should get around to packing. this whole uprooting process is rather delicate. and i'm beginning to feel a little apprehensive. i'm excited of course. it's still early in the year and this year's one wrought with new chapters and storylines. and i'd want it to be...not perfect, but correct. if i were likened to a train, i'd say i've derailed too many times.
and i want to give it my all. i should start making lists. i have about 3 weeks. and there are things to do, to buy..
i baked yesterday. a whole day. baked about 400 choc chip cookies with Nestum and walnuts. they're quite good if i may say so myself. giving them to my relatives for chinese new year. i meant to do them 4 years ago but i just never got down to doing it. and now they're done. i baked shepard's pies today. pretty yummy. i've been cooking quite a bit lately.
i don't really have much to say i guess. bye world.
