Saturday, December 17, 2005
hmm..
i just got home. i took a little break today. went out with daffy, toufu, hanwan, peiwen. and lynn and rebec were with us for a while. such pigs. we went from one eating place to another.
went to kobayashi for jap egg noodles, then to maestro bistro to eat meatballs, to sun&moon for jap food dinner and to balcony for drinks. i really like sun&moon! the ambience is nice. 2nd time i'm going there already.
balcony's rather pretty. though i wonder what the jacuzzi is for. martinis are hard stuff. and toufu's manhattan wasn't any better. they were all going,"xy, you're drunk." coz i looked like an absolute tomato. but honestly, i'm quite comfortable with holding my liquor. you just get a bit shaky. and i go really red. but that's it. coz once i feel unwell, i know that i gotta stop.
toufu returned me my KT Turnstall cd! i love it! shall listen to it tonight. yep, i know cher wants it.
us squadmates are prolly gonna arrange for another chill-out session. maybe during orientation week. go back to SN. sigh. st nix is out of Band 1. why? it's like we're falling back in ranking. and even going back to SN doesn't feel the same anymore. it used to feel warm. and homey. i remember this cheer which said something like SN was our second home. i miss those good ole days. i miss Xiao Zhang. she was the best principle ever even though she left just a year into SN. she was st nix. the place seems empty-ish now.
Rules of the game:
1. Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. At the end, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this, and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED!" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.
And now for what you've all been waiting for:
1) I just baked a batch of chocolate chip cookies today. and i took a nibble of one and nearly came down with a sore throat.
2) I drank my first martini today. i like the taste but it's pretty strong.
3) I scared of the toilet flush at night coz it makes lots of noise. i'm also scared of the vacuum cleaner and juice extractor.
4) when i drink, my neck and chest goes red, in a V-neck shape. i wonder why.
5) I suddenly feel like going to marina bay to fly a kite with a special someone.
i'm not tagging anyone. please feel free to do this thingy if you want. and you can tell me after so i'll go read it.
good night world.
Friday, December 16, 2005
i haven't seen much point in blogging lately.
random updates. i'm officially a potter fan. i've read the first 3 books already. waiting for some time to free up so i can read goblet and OoTP.
met with my NJ class again. Perhaps Love is a little disappointing. it's pretty. the stage design and costume design. and some songs. but it feels a bit loose. the French film Love Me If You Dare is a lot more powerful in terms of driving home the message.
but credit's gotta be given to the swing scene towards the end. it was sort of bittersweet. but the blood flowing was a tad weird.
gonna meet my squadmates tomorrow and bake cookies. i seriously don't know how i'm going to find the time to do everything.
meeting my primary schoolmates on tuesday. like wow. i haven't seen then in a few years!
my dad bought me a black trench coat! yay! i don't have to wear those big parkas anymore. so i won't look like some ham-coloured sausage anymore.
and i got my new phone. w800i. i checked and found out that w900i is out already. and it's so pretty! but i'm content so i don't mind. 1198 bucks is way too pricey.
the only sad thing is that i couldn't transfer the pictures of my dog so i lost quite a few of his pictures.
sometimes i wonder if i'll ever get over it. it's like i haven't entirely come to terms with his death. i don't walk to the back of the house anymore. completely avoid the garden. sometimes i wonder if i treat it like he's gone on holiday or something. and most times i'm just fine. but if i verbally speak out that he well, died, suddenly everything just comes back. it's like opening some Pandora's box. i've got to keep a lid on things. keep them tightly locked up and not say a word.
ciao.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
for those who want to see pictures of prom. it's on MyMSNspace. some blog-looking thing. i believe the ending bit is myfivefeetsix.
i'm trying to be a better person.
but it's hard hard work. coz i don't want my mom to remind me of my flaws anymore. so i'm trying to remember them before she does and correct them before she spots them.
but it's hard hard work.
but since when was anything easy?
aside from being the largest biggest bummer couch potato.
but that's hardly my ambition.
i don't want to become anything my parents will be embarassed of.
i want to be someone whom my mom will look at and say to my sister,"you're lucky to have her for a sis."
but seeing what my sis is, there's much to live up to.
