Monday, November 28, 2005
i just checked the results for project runway. i know i shouldn't have. it spoils everything. but considering that the people whom i'm more or less supporting are being shown the door. it don't hurt to know the result. sob. nora left today, and alexandra's gonna go next. and robert too.
thankfully jay won(okay if you didn't want to know then pretend that you didn't see that). so long as it's not that exasperating wendy. or that equally irritating kevin.
i went out today. for dinner. met junjia, gilyn and gina. and we had dinner for hours and hours. haha. nice jap restaurant at wheelock with good ambience especially when you pick the correct seating. food is okay la. but i like the yuzu honey tea though i know i can make the entire drink myself. like, ya know, yuzu honey and tea.
have you given a thought to what you want to do? i don't want to do anything now that will take time away from pursuing my interests. as much as it's play time now. everything that i do now, should be part of a pursuit for a wholesome experience. to prepare myself for whatever's ahead, mentally, spiritually, physically and emotionally. it's hard to define exactly. especially when i've got habits which i can't kick. like watching so much dramas.
and perhaps it's time to think over what i should do. i will never be content with a nine-to-five desk job. that much i'm sure. taking pictures at my sister's engagement party, watching project runway, listening to audio commentaries for movies, travelling, reading notice boards in museums, bathroom singing. it's gotten me convinced that whatever i want is probably most disagreeable to many. this is so not good.
i finally bought a pair of slippers. somehow i had discarded my old ones before buying any. and i bought Chronicles of Narnia and Under the Tuscan Sun. the novels. so i'm gonna be occupied for a bit.
good night world. my brain's falling apart from fatigue.
