Friday, August 06, 2004
went with manda, huilin, debs and yihan to watch house of flying daggers. it's quite a draggy show and tired us nearly fell asleep. the ending was rather corny. they played this english song. but takeshi kaneishiro is yummy!
wicker park is coming out on 17 sept. i'm watching it. it has josh hartnett for freak's sake!
i was in town and i heard someone call my name. so i turned around and saw some guy looking at me for like a millisecond. and before i could even comprehend who it was, the crowd swept everything away.
he could have been a friend from 10 years ago and frankly, i don't think i'll ever know.
it's scary how people breeze in and out of your life and you'll never know what hit you then.
today was the national day celebrations. it's this day and national day itself when you feel patriotic. singing those community songs(the newer ones of course) felt sort of good. jumping up and down and being enthusiastic. this is when i ask..when was the last time i was this spontaneous? i remember being that in NJ. but that has changed somewhat.
it just doesn't pay to be so happy about things soemtimes when it'll all be takejn away eventually.
anyway. i did notice that someone was even more out of it. seises doesn't mix entirely with the class. we get along. we talk. we laugh. we just don't click too well. but we accept it as a difference of interests. but then some just sit together with the class and look like they are close to the class somewhat when maybe it isn't always the case. and then the teacher picks on us for being antisocial. excuse me?
Thursday, August 05, 2004
urgh.
this crazy routine of life will kill me.
school, project work, lion dance, yoga, pe swimming. that and all the nitty-gritties are draining me.
my msn conked out. big time. lost a whole bunch of contacts. it's almost the final straw.
there's OC tonight but i think i need sleep more. desperate.
i did a gp compre on fairytales today. they are make-believed dum-dums. but for the most part, they never did say that life could be quite so bad.
protagonists and antagonists both had interesting and active lifestyles. no fairtale can ever prepare one for this wheel of life.
it is a wheel you know. a hamster's wheel. the one in a puny cage and trapped in.
the one where the hamster hops on, runs for dear life and realises that it never got anywhere.
the one where you burn energy with no work done.
Sunday, August 01, 2004
wow. it sure feels good to be sitting at home on a weekday.
there's this sense of calm which is so different from normal weekends since you know the entire school population is busy slogging their lives away. i'm not gloating here.
sure i did have to wake up eventually and get some math done. we all have work don't we?
chatted with lili yesterday. gawd i miss her. she knows me so well. she's gonna be in the amk area this sat so maybe i can drag her to my place. we'd love a good chat. she's so darned far off now..VJ is like forever away. even getting to orchard from their takes approx. 45min?
what am i doing online? i don't even feel like doing anything. i so wanna listen to some songs at boxup but i can't seem to see anything.
i'm gonna wathc tv. maybe one more sum of math and i can reward myself. i only did like 7 sums.
the rain stopped for me.
i was with mich on friday. we watched The Sisters. it isn't that scary since i've seen worse but the gross part is that it was a true story.
we headed back to st nix for NP farewell. just lynn, shihan and daffy were there.
sec 3s: all the best for the eyar ahead and look after each other!
then came saturday. it was the carnival. and it started out bad, with the rain and all. we did the LD routine for the guest-of-honour. and watch the carnival concert.
i'm amazed that people came to play balloon dart and eat cheese hotdogs. i mean, i wouldn't. usually.
got henna painting done. shunman did it for me but i'm like real sorry for her. she tended the softball stall in the rain then went on to do henna painting for her class stall. and didn't get to walk the fair at all.
shannon came for the fair and my gawd, yihan and shannon were actually classmates in P3. the world just gets smaller..
then we went to venezia's for ice cream and met potion.
now?
i'm miserable. i ate some fish this afternoon which must have died before it got aught or something. coz i've been sick to my stomach since this afternoon.
thank God there's no school tomorrow.
