Saturday, July 10, 2004
it's been long since i blogged.
some updates:
1. results stand as follows. math: F. chem: F. econs: E. please evaluate accordingly.
2. went back to st nix to sell coupons. we barely sold anything. guides have campfire and np has either area games or fwc on that day. but frankly, it doesn't look to be very interesting(refering to the carnival here) and the poster looks like some primary work gone wrong.
was way more interested in the food st nix had to offer. ate till i had some stomachache from mixing all the food.
3. i bought the OC soundtrack and Load up on Music cds.
4. i watched Mean Girls with mich and some NJ classmates. now i must say, it's a jolly good movie. except i spent the whole movie with my neck inclined at soem really uncomfortable angle. sinwee, cheryl and daph had that same problem. well, we got 2nd row tickets so what more can we say?
5. racial harmony day lion dance performance is gonna suck. coz i'm gonna be in it. and frankly we don't look all that good.
6. i bought sneakers for school! at last. they're white and grey, awfully schooly but unfortunately, the rest don't look really good either. this khaki pair was nice but no way am i gonna colour combi my uniform with my shoes.
7. i'm heading to shop again later i think.
8. i thought i lost my dido cd and fretted two days about it. figures that i loaned it to clara.
9. i had a really good dinner last night coz we were celebrating my momma's birthday in advance.
10. swimming module for my class starts tomorrow. *groan* so will i start missing PE. occasionally.
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
it scares me
how thoughts cease to make sense
that fleeting moments
have begun to haunt the waking soul
it scares me
how you're fading from my memory
that someone of lesser importance
has materialised and filled your place
everything can just go f*** off!
i'm in a horrid state. i'm not depressed, not hyper, not happy. i'm just in a feckin' mood. it's prolly PMS.
it's so engaging to slip into hysterical laughter. that's what i did approximately 3 million times today.
1. told the story of Friends and OC. hysterical laughter.
2. got back math results. it is such a mockery. 18/70. it ain't even AO pass. another round of hysterics.
3. random incidents the whole day.
my class is making a class tee. the ever-talented debs is drawing it. so we get to choose what we want to be. i chose superstar! char is aphrodite, debs is some animae person, miki is a timid little girl-mouse, yihan's gothic and shar's undecided.
otehr classmates choices include a kiwifruit, a canoe, a pile of shit etc. it makes me wonder, are we 6 the only normal ones or the only abnormal ones. why paint reality when we realise it everyday?
if i could choose, i'll be a superstar. capital S.
i'm getting angsty again.
