Saturday, July 03, 2004
blocks are over. i bet i didn't do well. it's quite expected since i didn't study. i totally messed up my bio essay. did the wrong question, had nothign to write. promised dad&mom that i'll start revision for promos really soon. i don't wanna retain. but i guess it's gonna drag again.
i really feel like kicking myself. signed up for some pharmaceutical thing last term, thinking that we'd get to skip lessons. in particular, econs and pw. then we found out a couple of days ago that it falls on youth day so on youth day i have to go attend some seminar. i could just groan and roll out of my chair.
my sis says it's a great opportunity since she just told me the pharmaceutical company is some really humongous one called novartis. quite familiar i'd say. so i'm gonna have to reasearch on it now.
watched spiderman 2 yesterday. it's quite nice. nicer than the first. sigh. there's this whole long list of movies i wanna watch. mean girls, 13 going on 30, taegukgi, king arthur, princess diaries 2, and looks like house of flying daggers is nice too. sadly, they won't be out for a while. and jap story. i wanna watch that, sadly, i'm underaged!
bought cold mountain vcd. gonna watch it later.
and, no more insomnia! slept really well last night. woke up at eleven thirty feeling just wow. bought stuff for the dog. a lot of stuff. milk formula, dry food, bacon treats, milk biscuit treats, chewable bones and cheese bread treats. he's gonna get fat at this rate.
and whee! there's simple life tonight. good tv!
Thursday, July 01, 2004
i screwed up another paper today. i was kinda tired and chipper at the same time. momentarily blanked out when i got the paper. i was just,'hey, what's chem again?' but it sucked. couldn't really answer anything. obviosuly since i didn't study.
i'm trying to mug bio now. but since i started about 90minutes ago, i can't ask for much. hee. not with like 350 pages of notes? so i'm just reading model answers.
here's the spirit:
bring It ON![if i die tomorrow, so be it. i'll live again!]
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
what
shit am i doing? really?
it's late. i was supposed to have spent the last one hour tryign to make up all teh chem which i never did touch for my block test tomorrow. i ahev two papers to go.
everything so far has been really scewed. the GP paper looked the most promising. but mind you, i failed GP before. so this feels totally good man. i haven't started revision for bio and chem yet and i was supposed to have started about 2 days ago.
math was totally belch!*makes horrid noise with throat*. i usually don't complete papers but his roudn i did it in 90 mins when i had 3 hrs. i just didn't know what to write and i was most prepared. with the tuition and help amd me beginning to enjoy trig and all. wtf?
i'm just gonna screw up tomorrow. with all teh post 3 months tpics which i never got. kinetics, energetics, chem bonding and atomic structure and periodicity. energetics is the absolute worse! i can't even figure which direction teh reaction is moving in!.
2 days...just 2 days.
i'm gonna start reading up all the shit consistently after blocks. i'm not gonna repeat a year. hwa chong or not. i'm not gonna repeat it.