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this is very. freaky. in an odd way, it's kinda true. and i didn't even key in a shit.

can someone scream at me to study? i have 7 days. not inclusive of today. and i'm so dead. i haven't even started anythign really. other than a puny bit of math. everything else is vegetating. i don't know where my notes are other than bio and i don't know where my exam timetable is. i don't even know what exam i have on.

i am SO DEAD.
the only thing that's taking up space in my brain is that i have 22 more episodes of the new show which i bought left to watch.

and this weather! it's boiling my nerves and sensory organs. if i'm awake even to breathe, i must be screaming about the weather. what happened to having dunno-how-many thunderstorms here a year? it's hot and humid. so hot that i'm either raining pespiration like some gross dripping freak or i'm getting throbbing headaches from built-up heat or stale air or dust rising from the floor. i know i'm whining. and i'm sounding like some ailing aunt.
or how about thinking about blocks and not doing a thing. i just groan and moan and think. if i'd spent all that time studying, i'd get a C already by now. i don't have the heart to or the mind to. it's such a gloomy subject and so mind-absorbing and it is almost eclipsing the sun and it's disastrous weather.

oh! the invention of the air-conditioner!

i went back to st nix today. cheryl and daph wanted me to go out but i know i can't. i must look like i'm studying. especially since i have like 10% covered for the blocks.
i saw some sec 3s and collected my O level cert. so i see a whole column of As. not all ones naturally. but still, i wish i scored one more A2. if i never saw my results, i would never have made a decision to leave right? a lifelong regret. sigh.

here's a dumb thing which i got off clara's blog.

bold the ones you'd have sex with anytime;
italicize the ones you'd sleep with for money;
strikeout the ones you'd never, EVER consider;
Leave those plain whom you don't know;
Add three of your own.


1. Joel Tobeck
2. Craig Parker
3. James Phelps
4. Oliver Phelps
5. Tom Felton
6. Rupert Grint
7. Garrett Hedlund
8. Draco Malfoy
9. Eric Bana
10. Achilles
11. Colin Farrell
12. Daniel Radcliffe
13. Emma Watson she's female!
14. Elijah Wood i rather sean astin
15. Dominic Monaghan
16. Viggo Mortensen
17. Alan Rickman
18. Jason Isaacs
19. Lucius Malfoy
20. Jack Sparrow
21. Legolas Greenleaf so-so
22. Carlos (from Love Actually) like duh. he's whoah!
23. Brian Kinney
24. Justin Taylor
25. Emmett Honeycutt
26. Shane (from The L Word)
27. Angelina Jolie you have got to be kidding. she's eewl.
28. Jessica Alba she's female.
29. Drew Barrymore see above
30. Melanie Marcus see above
31. Ben (from QaF)
32. Michael Novotny
33. Johnny Depp he's like old?
34. Jensen Ackles
35. Doc Roe (Band of Brothers)
36. Older Simba (The Lion King) he's a LION. puh-leeze
37. Liam Neeson
38. Christian Bale
39. Hayden Christensen honestly he looks quite bad.
40. Jude Law
41. Keanu Reeves
42. Ewan McGregor osorry cher. but no. i still beg to defer.
43. Hans Matheson
44. Hugh Jackman
45. Heath Ledger
46. Agamemnon oh gawd. he's fat and disgusting! like really gross.
47. Priam he's like old. you sure he's up to it?
48. Anthony Hopkins
49. Edward Norton
50. Kiefer Sutherland
51. Billy Boyd
52. Merlin Luck
53. Karl Urban
54. Gollum/Smeagol NO WAY! he's gross. he'll drown you in spittle.
55. Dobby Question
56. Cardboard Cut out Legolas i mean, you can do it with paper?
57. Daniel Johns (Silverchair)
58. John Mayer
59. Avril Lavigne again, she's female
60. Mark Ferguson
61. Josh Duhamel
62. Jonathan Rhys-Meyers
63. Keira Knightley
64. Kiran Shah (Frodo's scale double)
65. Leopold (from Kate and Leopold)
66. Andy Serkis gollum is enough of a put off.
67. Sean Bean if you think Troy, yes. if you think Boromir, then no.
68. Orlando Bloom so long as it's not Paris. oh wait, possible.
69. Brad Pitt
70. Tobey Maguire
72. Jake Gyllenhaal
73. James Franco
74. Jennifer Garner
75. Mr. Sark (Alias)
76. Tim Drake (Robin III)
77. Nate Grey (X-Men)
78. Xander Harris
79. Eminem thinking of the noice he makes is a put off.
80. Anna Paquin
81. Joaquin Phoenix i'm assuming that person's female.
82. Catherine Zeta-Jones
83. Harry Potter I who? what? how?
84. Macauley Culkin he was cute. in Home Alone.
84. Naomi Watts
85. Kate Winslet she's an exception. she looks quite okay.
86. Parminder Nagra
87. Colin Firth
88. Hugh Grant he's cute. like in Love Actually.
89. Renee Zellweger think bridget jones' and no way
90. Miranda Otto she's sweet. like Eowyn.
91. Lucy Liu she as Ling in Ally was wow!.
92. Halle Berry
93. David Thewlis
94. Gary Oldman
95. Brendan Fraser
96. Ron Weasley
97. Anthony Perkins
98. David Beckham he has a cute son!
99. Brian Krause
100. James Marsters
101. Amy Acker
102. Alexis Denisof
103. Alyson Hannigan
104. Holly Marie Combs
105. Russell Crowe he's like ancient.
106. Tom Cruise i'm anti-tom cruise.
107. Kyle Maclachlan
108. John Lennon i thought he's dead?
109. George Harrison
110. Paul McCartney
111. David Boreanaz
112. Reynaldo Gianechini
113. Jason Priestley
114. Danny Walker that's in Pearl Harbor. so long as it's Josh.
115. Dean(gilmore) sorry rory.
116. Takuya Kimura
117. Ahn Jung Hwan
118. Tom Welling think Smallville.

so i added. 5 instead of 3. but the list provided was crap. yawn. a great waste of time. i'm gonna sleep.

ahh! ahh! ahh!

nothing but plain old good tv for a painful day!
sure i was supposed to do work. but you know me and i know me. if i ever do do work for a day, the next is definitely a playday.
i slept at 1am or later last night.
i slept in, i woke at 10.30 with my mom disturbing me 3 times before that.
i dropped poor baby on the floor. really freaked me.
mao fixed pw for tomorrow at my place.
i ate really good curry.
my math tuition teacher is shannon's aunt. can you believe that?!
of all the wackocrackojacko things to believe, this is unbelievable!

anyway. this wasn't supposed to be about any previously mentioned.
it's about gilmore. i watched another episode. and season 4 has started airing here!
just read the transcripts for the last 2 episodes in season 4.
the finale rox!
whee!
whee!
jess comes back, tries to bug rory to come away with him.
jason stiles breaks up with lor over legal issues.
enter luke(knight in shining armour) buys self-help love guide from bookshop.
figures that he likes lor. dates her!(i've always wanted that to happen!)
jason reappears, tries to get lor back.
mixed signals and luke thinks lor likes jason.
lor and luke kiss!
enter dean. married and working doubly hard to buy townhouse and new car for wife named lindsay. figures that it's not working out.
rory comes into the picture. the are at the gilmore home. they talk.
they realise they still like each other.
rory and dean sleep together.
enters lor. she finds out.

yay! dean and rory are together. so are lorelai and luke!
biology can be damned now. and econs text and stupid chemistry!
bless our souls! we have good tv to watch!

i don't see much point in blogging. i would love to blog about an event, but when you have a life as dull as ditchwater, i doubt there will e much to be glad about.

today, forever was spent on math. i must have done a whole tutorial which took up some 7 hours of my waking life. that's a lot of time for so little. interestingly, i'd say that blocks(the block tests) look less bleak now coz i actually did something. the guilt is slowly being eroded. i know it's late to be starting now, but nonetheless, for starting, i don't feel quite as bad. i have started, i'm going to try(but i'm not going to sacrifice everything obviously), que sera sera.

i'm officially without a post whatsoever. i'm not in LD and H&F exco. i'm am nobody. i know if i got a role in NJ drama i would have made exco. coz my heart lay in it. i would have interviewed and told them straightfacedly that i love drama and that's where i wanna be. here, i won't bullshit but saying i love either. or both. it's more of i'll give it a try. i'd very much prefer life on the edge, being everybody in one body. somehow, whatever i'm doing doesn't quite qualify as such unless balancing and teetering precariously on the wooden bench with the lion's head suspended midway counts as literally on the edge. so much for 'i will make my life happen' eh?

hurrah! my group's finally gonna meet for pw. ailin's not gonna be able to come though. it's disappointing. she's like the only person who can make us do anything. but otherwise, we can live by the conviction that at least we tried.

sunday was spent out. we went shopping. and compulsive shopaholics that me and cher are. i'm worse. it's this comelling desire that you have to buy something. fit or not. naturally clothes didn't fit. i have sadly discovered that dear me is putting on pounds again. i don't care whether is it muscle or fat or muscle on the fat i have loads of cellulite now and my thighs are most definitely larger. if running is gonna make them balloon then i won't run anymore. not unless i have to. and shannon said before that stretching tones it. so stretching it shall be.
back to the point. we bought lots of stuff from body shop. at least i did. papaya body scrub, papaya body butter, papaya shower gel, lip hynotique gloss and unfragranced lotion. the lotion just looks so angelically white. and they all smell good.
i wish i could buy heels. i don't need them but still. i saw this green pair in faux leather. sure, it's green, also means that it can't match very well, but it looks really cute. and i have this shoe-buckly fetish. i love sandals with buckles. very adorable.

sigh. i still wanna go out. this hols has been so dreary. but home is nice. the weather's bad outside. i need a swim. which means i need a new swimsuit, which means i need to lose weight. sigh i'm back to that again.

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