Friday, June 04, 2004
the first entry i'm posting as a seventeen-year-old. yep. that's me alright.
jun02: headed out with some s28 people. they gave me a black mini. i paid for shannon's coffee so we dared him to go into women's secret(it's a lingeris shop) and hold a bra set against his bod and walk around the store. coz we were all looking at him like a crowd outside the store so some people were looking. good fer him.
then the girls went shopping and the guys lost us. they watched mickey mouse and friends while we shopped. i bought a white-base with black skirt and a black top. we tried shopping in mango and bugged the guys to join us but they just breezed in through the first door and out the next. prolly explains their bad dress sense. like puh-leeze shannon thought he was making a fashion statement with red berms, grey long sleeve and a black dress shirt over. good lord.
headed to marche to eat and sat for ages crapping and talking. wanted to watch the sneaks but it was on the late side so didn't. took neos and squashed ourselves to fit the frame. then we went to cuppage plaza wanting to play pool but it was full. so we stoned around still ten plus before heading home.
jun03: woke up in the morning to see a swatch watch greeting me at my bedside. dear sis got me a dress watch and mom left more cash for me. she really understands my shopping habit.
went out with mich to watch confessions of a teenage drama queen. the show isn't really good. even for a chick flick it's still so-so. we had jap buffet for lunch. i bet the guy was thinking how we could possibly digest so much. shopped at zara later. and tried on a bunch of queer dresses. i want a sundress. to wear to the beach though sane people don't wear dresses to the beach.
my sis woke me up at 1am. she and her boyfriend had come over to celebrate my bdae. bought this delectable Lana choclate cake. he paid. and yum. it was great.
jun04: that's today. lazed the morning away. finally slept in and woke at 10.30. had to prearrange for the dog's breakfast. had lion dance from 1-5. i keep suffering casualties during cca. got cut by the lion's mouth today. some gross wire which was sticking out. learnt a lot of moves. dead beat now.
i'm bored. really bored. intensely bored. this isn't a place meant for a holiday. what i need is a getaway. away from this hustle-bustle city life. having lots of fun. but this place is oppressive boring and dull. and they think they can lure people here with a tourism campaign.
ever wonder why the locals actually want it out?
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
i'm going on 17.
i really am.
it's practically cast in stone that 16 is the highlight of one's life. bitter or sweet or
bittersweet, it's surely ending.
i'm never gonna be sixteen again.
oh well. i'm
sixteen years three hundred and sixty-four days old.
here's 17 wishes for turning 17:
1. my family will be healthy and happy.
2. feli will be healthy.
3. baby will be healthy and happy.
4. i'll learn to love and be loved.
5. i'll learn to study and get good grades.
6. i'll run faster.
7. i'll lose some weight.
8. i won't do anything stupid.
9. i will learn to say more good things.
10. i will keep up with my shopping habits.
11. i'll be proud of being me.
12. i'll pass promos.
13. i'll be less defensive.
14. i will not disappoint my parents.
15. i can be whom i want to be.
16. i'll realise my dreams.
17. i will not regret anything about being seventeen.
God bless tomorrow.
and after that, a SMASHING 17.
before get all touchy-feely and type a new entry, i must first mention everythin gi've done since i last penned.
went out with clara yesterday. shopped a little. bought 3 pairs of sandals before june started. watched shrek 2. met shannon, alina, angela and potion. basically crapped a whole bunch.
and today was loads of makeups. then lunch with shar yihan and debs. took some neos. had tuition. the tutor says i'm slow. i totally agree. at least i know she means well.
the gross econs tutor of mine insisted on calling me to answer a question. me the only girl she'd choose out of a whole LT of people.
she has a problem. a big problem. then she crashed into me from behind and asked me,"what are you trying to do?" i cannot explain quiet how much i dislike her. especially since i don't do a thing during econs. unlike some guy called cyan, who openly defies her and gets picked on(he deserves it), but hell i'm grateful that at least he dares to do something. please forgive me for remaining silent. i only stone in her lessons. i don't talk. i don't ask questions. i just nod dumbly in agreement and acceptance and pretend that i know everything she saying. i mean, choose. stone and keep awake or try to listen and fall asleep. and i get picked on for stoning.
how i wish i can say something and deserve getting picked on. and i see her freaking 11 periods a week!
i should not waste my time and such people.
sec3s: when's NP? i may come back and drag a couple of squadmates along.
