Thursday, March 04, 2004
quite a but of my class is shifting out. about 10 or so, maybe a little less out of a class of 24.
now that so many are leaving, the class is getting closer, and it feels really sad that we're gonna just go our separate ways.
i just know that some of us will prolly never see each other again, coz well, i'm not exceedingly close to them.
daph and cheryl and hilarious. they said so themselves that they'll leave if they got 7. but they don't want me to go. and they're pissed that we're just gonna separate. so they've been going out of their way to make this 2 weeks memorable. twice they threw my bag into the guys toilet. and i had to get some guys to get them.
aside from that, these couple of days have been rather uneventful. a bunch of classmates have been ponning lessons. i would too, if i can like pass maths(speaking of which, i got a grand total of 5/25 for my maths test).
yup.
chuan: i had mdm kor. she's a great teacher. though her voice is sort of monotonous. well, of those 2 years she taught me, i did less than 30% of the homework. and kept awake for about 40% of the lessons. the rest i'll like nodmy way through the lessons. even in a daze, i'll actually understand what she's talking about, but when i'm awae, i can't seem to remember. just read them myself.
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
if i got my choice, i'll choose..
the friends in NJ.
the campus of HC.
the U of RJ.
but one can never have the best of both worlds, or in my case, the best of 3.
so i've made my decision. sent in my application.
i'm trying for hwa chong. 2nd choice is national. 3rd anderson and 4th st andrew's.
and now? i'm relieved. relieved that i've finally done it.
and i'm actually looking forward now.
Sunday, February 29, 2004
that's it.
it's monday.
it's decision-day.
problem is: i don't think i'm gonna make a decision.
i can't choose.
hwa chong? or NJ?
i was so dead-on NJ from the start. it was like 100%. but with each day's passing, it has dwindled to like 50% or something.
i'm gonna miss the people, the friends, the eldds 2nd audition if i go.
but if i stay, there are the most HORRIBLE teachers. ms stacy tan is great though. and even if i stay, it may not be the same class. afterall, i'm dropping chinese now. and my class prolly isn't.
the max. what if i sit aorund and ponder for ages that i miss the deadline?
sigh. this is terrible.
*beep
i'm nutty today. quoting jy, nuttier than a fruitcake.
i'm sticky. currently waiting for a tv programme.
today was absolutely hilarious.
we got up real late so we went for the 11am mass at holy spirit. had lunch and went grocery shopping.
laughing and crapping with my sis the whole time.
then we rushed back, she had major work to do, so she sat on the couch in my room and began to read her research paper while i lay down to take a nap.
me: sis, don't you envy me? i get to sleep now.
sis: no i don't, coz i'll be really sad when i wake up.
then the phone rang. it was both of my aunts calling to congratulate me. and so they continued talking in monologue while i stood there with my blanket around me waiting for them to put the phone down, uttering monosyllabic answers.
sis: don't you envy me now?
i rang my grandma to tell her the results. actually there was no need. my aunt told my uncle who told my grandma. qouting from my aunt, she says ma-ma has been telling all her friends that she has a really smart granddaughter aka me, who did very well. and that all she thinks of day to night is my results and she's really happy. everyone's waiting for a treat from me. soon, zhao's A level results will be out, and it'll be another round. haha.
i was telling ma-am that my parents were very happy. her answer? yea. especially your dad. he was saying how he expected really bad results coz his daughter(me) is lazy and does not study etc etc. what a laugh.
but i feel very glad. glad to know that my grandma's happy. i'm well-known for being lazy. playful etc. so everyone's happy. i hope zhao does well, then it'll be a great year ahead.
