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Saturday, January 17, 2004

Cryz: it's okay larh. even if they go. coz it just means that more people will be back for unit day! changes come change go and we still get on with life just the same right?

taky: ellox gurl! 19? so what? our squad also 19 right? and we got through with less than 19 working. you can have 15 and if you guys are inseparable then you guyss are going to go a long way. together. as for joyce. i gues it's for the best. i'm sure you guys got sick of asking after her. and if she's going to be happier elsewhere then she should go. but do keep in contact with her like how we still teased serene(that's our ex-squadmate just in case you didn't know). just don't lose anymore people. and be approachable to the new sec 1s. coz now, you guys are like scary seniors to them, not laughing sec 2s or something. i dunno about charis and manchi now but i'd think they are still quite cut off right? so don't lose them kae? and jiayou for unit day! whee! i'm coming back!

mich: we go back for unit day together kae? and ask min too!

i am so proud of myself. in an especially chatty mood today.

yesterday i sat at my table from 11.30am to 5pm doing homework!
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
ain't that unbelievable? so maybe i didn't do a lot. was singing and doing work at the same time. and i read all the past lecture notes for econs and bio. (so maybe i did that coz i didn't understand a word they said earlier) and i read up a little extra on allocative and productive efficiency and how those situations are achieved.
this is like the first time in more than a year of weekends that i actually finish the homework by a saturday. usually i do it last minute, or worse, i don't do it at all!

my dad came back on friday and bought this denim skirt and pants from china. it's really nice but i can't exactly fit the pants. i mean, i would have fitted it like 1 year ago, but now...yesh i must lose weight! and as usual i must embark on somthing which prolly i won't stick to. and he got me this jade pendant on a choker which looks like a cockroach. it's actually really hip and funky. if you don't think that it looks like a cockroach that is.

i am currently trembling in my shoes coz there's PE tomorrow. and i've already described the killer military-training-like PE sessions. they are so going to torture us. God, please let if rain tomorrow so we can have indoor PE then we'll just do 180 jumping jacks and we won't have to run...please!

going back to st nix on chinese new year's eve...ello sec 2/3s! and of course, hello orange bowl and yu pian cu mi fen! must remember to chase mr heng about the graduation night vcds. it interesting that they never materialised 2 weeks after grad night.

ookay....time to go.

i'm a player` [04S28][slackers][n' rockin']

can't you hear it sing?



Friday, January 16, 2004

rejoice! celebrate!
the weekend is 'ere!

it's time to recharge your batteries...!

i really have to comment on the subjects i'm taking. my dad had said that i'd do well at econs coz i crap so much and i have an analytical mind. the fact is, i took this personality test in school and i'm definitely not analytical. besides, my understanding of econs is really quite bad.
i mean, sure. i understand econs. but i can't remember the terms like positive and normative economics and opportunity costs and productive efficiency and stuff. and some words like ceteris paribus and opportunity costs have to be used in the sentence in a particular way.
bio is coming along that well either.
i'm managing chem(thankfully!).
and math has been passable. meaning, like i manage to scrape by barely like in st nix.
but anyhow, i'm going to plead with mrs virginia cheng if i don't make the cut.

we played this online game during econs lesson today. we are each the president of the US and we're suppose to increase/decrease money growth, taxes and government spending during our term to keep inflation stable, unemployment low and output growth high. the maximum term is 16 years and you can get cucked out any time if you suck. the first 3 people who make it to 16 years gets chocolate. so like after dying 3 times, i finally made it to the 3 person. obviously i can't eat choc with the bad throat i'm having so i just gave it to the guy who craved Mars bar.

i discovered today that shuying is a commander at NJ! sigh. np people can't get away from the fundemental things we've spent 4 years doing.

and oh. the girls in the class are generally quite observant of the guys around. and well, dirty-minded too. i'm actually returning and getting grounded in again after being 'guai' for 2 years. it's good to talk in english.
but we had chinese lesson today. and i got chosen to read the passage aloud. so my class is sorta surprised that hey! i can read and speak fluent chinese. not the choppy jerky sort but rather i speak too fast! oh yup. cher is in my chinese class and pamela too from primary school.

i want to go out. i think my class wants some outing of some sort tomorrow. but i still want to meet up and go shopping or something. any takers?

can't you hear it sing?



Thursday, January 15, 2004

aw shucks. i'm down with my 3 round of throat infection in 7 months. how's that?
anyway, sec2s, i'm definitely coming for unit day. like duh right? how can i not come? just wondering if you guys are preparing toufu with minced meat dish? it's michelle's and my love dish or something. haha.

so there was PE today. like wtf? who does PE at 4pm in the afternoon? it was friggin' hot. they did 180 jumping jacks. and ran 2 rounds for warm up and did sit-ups and push-ups and weird jumping stuff. reminded me of PT in sec 1. and i? oh..i just waved the MC in front of my teacher's face and got excused. like i would even bother coming if not for the fact that if you miss a science practical you must make up for it.

yesterday i went for guitar club orientation. min was there. both of us are joining guitar. and they were playing H20 aka shark and island. and min and i just kept smiling and thinking of those good ole days when we played it with linda ma'am screaming. i guess np is still 'haunting' me..well, it'll happen to everyone coz min is thinking of going back to become a CI. i was kinda trying to dissuade her. i guess in the end it's really her decision but she's gotta think really carefully about it.

back to the main point which is i'm going to join guitar. how cool's that? like i can be michelle branch or something huh? it's just once a week and there's SYF so i get to earn points. that is, if i stay on in NJ. i'm also gonna audition for ELDDS. i'm must get a part in the show. totally necessary. coz SYF is this year. if i do, i can use it to appeal to stay on in NJ if my grades slide. but it's really crucial that i do.
and i'm also in enterprise club. they've already started an online forum though that meetings don't start till after CNY. yay. get to run our own cafeteria. and earn profits.

our teachers aren't that great
econs tutor is good. and the PE teacher is okay. but the rest are really quite boring. the lecturers are really terrible. they are boring us intentionally. and the cough mixture makes me dopey..

as for my class people...i guess, there'll be people whom i'll never be close to. and people who may become good friends with. but still...for me..it'll be cher, mich and jy.

can't you hear it sing?



Monday, January 12, 2004

we began lessons today.
really sad.
i mean, i had been looking forward to JC life. the real deal. with lessons and stuff.
and being independent.

gawd, i am so wrong.
it's tiring. especially when you sit in for ages and the lessons are so monotonous and boring.
my mom says i really shouldn't speak so badly. obviously she didn't put it in such nice terms.
bio was boring, GP was boring, maths was boring. chem was vaguely interesting coz we did a crossword puzzle. but really, it takes a lot to keep awake.

it's all such a sad sad situation.
i take back that i wanted lessons to start. but it's too late right?
and i have econs homework to do. and to get ready files and such.
did i mention that JC life is horrendously expensive?
so many things to pay for...sigh.

the up side is, we took height and weight. i lost 0.5kg. that's good considering how much we ate during O's. the bad thing is, i'm actually heavier than 2 guys in the class. i mean, they aren't tall. but still.
and the weighing machine can measure our fat content. and naturally, i exceeded the acceptable range. haha.
i hope tomorrow's better.

can't you hear it sing?



Sunday, January 11, 2004

oof!

am very very tired.
how do i gauge that?

the fact that i fell asleep in 2 weekend masses consecutively.
and i haven't said a complete prayer the whole week.
either i just fell asleep halfway through it or i zonked out immediately.

sad. i have to prepare for econs stuff tomorrow.
just think. the queen-of-not-doing-homework is actually going to have to prepare in advance. that's plain sad.
but honestly, the lecturer doesn't look like one who can be trifled with.
i wanna go out. but i want to stop KAP-ing.

there are a bunch of weird rules to keep. like you can'te more than 3 minutes late into a lecture. that's like worse than sec school. moreover, we need to move from one place to another.
and there's stuff like no playing of cards unless you are from bridge club. but who cares right? coz i've been playing cards.
and i'm thinking of streaking my hair. now if i can just convince my mom..it'll be a great idea.

CNY's coming! shall go back to st nix. hopefully we can early dismissal.
ooh...and i need to buy new year clothes! it's a NEED!

can't you hear it sing?




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