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Saturday, January 10, 2004

ALERT! data unload. three, two, one....

weiz: sometimes, it don't take much to dislike np. happy bdae gurl. don't let it get to you k? there are many reasons to smile.

what can i say? it's been a rollarcoaster week. i ahevn't been online since tues. haven't read a word since last year. and yes, i haven't had a cup of tea since last year. been getting milo since my maid went back. i can't say it's been as high as Jy's. but then again, she left much unsaid.

[no more a spectator]

jy, there's a girl in class where everyone calls her buffy.

mon: became the CT rep and got to know the class.
wed: dance party was cool with the barbeque. some of my class girls and i were dancing on the benches next to the ACS I guys. but i also learnt that some guys just don't take to girls being better in certain aspects. some just like girls to boost their ego or something. it was all shake your bon-bon. i was honestly quite embarrassed, so thank goodness for the dark. but it was really great to just let loose and go wild.

thurs: we won clan dance and cheer! LEMNOS rocks! so maybe i had nothing to do with the dance whatsoever but still...painted the step design till late afternoon and waited with yunshan for them to do their clan playhouse thing. our step design was so cool. Kim can really paint very well.

fri: we started off in sentosa. i'm officially the slowest runner in class. we ran around sentosawith titus the x-country runner leading. good grief. it was exhausting work since i can't run for nuts. results for playhouse and step-design competition were announced. we didn't get first and that's really sad. coz kim put a lot of effort into painting it. but they did it such that every clan won something so i guess we'd have won actually. kim's this really nice arty farty guy from another class. but lemnos won overall clan of Olympia so that's cool. LEMNOS! had dance party again. i love the mass dance it's so wacko. and the couple dance which we learnt has really cute moves. ate at KAP with my OG. they were playing number game cum truth or dare and this girl got asked a question "if you had to date a guy in your OG including your OGL, who would you choose?" she refused to answer obviously, coz it'll have rippling effects. but she had to take a fry smeared with mayo and ketchup and go to some guy of another class and look him in the eye, before swiping the thing across his face. good lord.

sat: cca fair. whee. so many choices and such limited time. i'm going for squash, lit wing, innovation and enterprise club, ELDDS and guzheng ensemble.

overall, i miss st nix. but also. it's been really cool. getting to know so many people. and realising that the guys from other classes are actually nicer. except for a few.
i was thinking of talking less which i really am. and being more reserved so like i don't unleash my fiery personality or something. but i'm learning that holding it back actually keeps people away. i'm learning that there are people in the class whom i can never be close to and people i can never understand.
but most of all, i'm learning that i cannot ever be a spectator in life.


can't you hear it sing?



Tuesday, January 06, 2004

i've been tired. so been sleeping early. my sis and dad tried to disturb me last night since i feel asleep on my dad's bed before 10 and they started poking and tickling me and i started talking in my sleep and asked them to buzz off. haha. said stuff like, "quit disturbing me! can't you see i'm sleeping?" and "get lost!" english still working even when i'm half dead.

my class is working up and i'm glad. it was kinda dead at first..but it's turning out better. coz of the bio/chem combi i'm taking, and most guys take physics, there's like 7 guys to 17 girls in my class.

there's a guy called gaius(pronounced guyest) in the class. and the teacher mispronounced his name and called him gayest. the girls just laughed and laughed and he looked quite put off.

and so here we are. mass dance is okay. it's fun though i can't dance for nuts. but the dance itself is nice. but really awkward coz there's loads of couple parts and it makes me seriously think that they are trying to pair you up. and i keep steeping on the poor guy's feet and tripping him. sigh. miss the st nix family dance. simple and good.

we have some lectures tomorrow. but then no more for the rest of the week. we get to do this dance party thing and a barbeque. and our class is doing some step design competition.

now. i gotta scram.

can't you hear it sing?



Sunday, January 04, 2004

yawn. i'm tired.
just spent like 3 hours handwashing the clothes.
*groan* the brown shirt colour-ran and gave out brown water.
the blue shirt colour-ran and gave out blue water and the purple shirt colour-ran and gave out pink water.
and i put the damp purple shirt with the undergraments and the beige bra became pink. urgh.
can't make a washerwoman out of me.

going out to eat later. been doing that really often the whole week. else we'll have to cook. and more washing after.

can't you hear it sing?




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