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Thursday, June 26, 2003

i..i don't know what to say. simply coz there's nothing to say maybe?
'this mystery' by nicole nordeman is great.
'i run this race
keep this pace
i'm doing fine
and i won't stop till each box
gets checked a second time'

i guess that verse in the song says a lot. i missed cca today. can't imagine how much drills i missed. sighx. keeping healthy is so freaking important.

a couple of days ago, i was just checking myself and i was telling mich how i'm seriously short in a particular segment.
totally prevents me from becoming complete.
what am i saying? can't believe myself.

now i'll go harp on the sore throat. my throat is working fine. i can even sing clay aiken's song! i can sing for goodness sake. but i can't swallow. it's so pain yet my voice is working fine.
should just go for a tonsillectomy. urgh...

stupid germ! you hear me stupid germ? no wait, you don't wanna hear me..
coz i'm calling you a freaking stupid germ! ARGH!! you STUPID GERM!!

can't you hear it sing?



Wednesday, June 25, 2003

just decided to blog today.
nothing in particular. except that i'm not going for np tomorrow. i should record this in history. it's the 2nd time in my whole 4 years in np that i'm missing it 'coz i'm sick. started running a fever last night, and this freaking sore throat which is so awful painful.
i used to pray that i'd fall sick. and then when i do, at the worst times, i question my utter foolishness.
not only missing cca, missing 1st class drills session, now i wonder how i'll ever catch up. sighx.
and missing the barbeque too. all the church camps' facilitators are planning this bbq tomorrow, gonna miss it. sore throat puts me in a position to eat only porridge. but at least it tastes good!
nicole nordeman sounds pretty good. it's my first attempt at christian pop i guess. heard it during camp. 'small enough' is very nice.

can't you hear it sing?




today is absolute quiz day. finally managed to access the quizzs at this site. so just did almost all of them.


Which vintage rose are you?


What City Skyline Are You?


You are a: RUBY

Your crimson red color and this July birthstone is a sign of passion and ambition.
What gemstone are you?

In the past life you were an: Actress

Your prime year was: 1952

Your age at this time was: 23


Your wishes for glamour and love for entertaining stems from your career as an actress in the past life.Wether you were a stage actress in New York,a multi-talented musical queen or Marilyn Monroe herself,your past work gives you the ambition and energy you need to struggle through life's ups and downs.Your age,23,shows that you were born in the year 1929.Hit movies of 1952 were High Noon,Singin' In The Rain and Monkey Business.

What was your career in the past life?


Which '70s Disco Hit Are You?


What kind of New Yorker are you?


can't you hear it sing?



Monday, June 23, 2003

yesterday was our unit outing. we went to sentosa. it means peace and tranquility. but to me, it's still a bit of So Expensive Nothing TO See Also. it's a kind of place which is a lot of fun. but, you gotta be willing to fork out the $$ for it. so defintely a place to go with family so they can pay.
sec 4s were trying to plan in such a way that everything would be F-O-C. so we did stuff like scavenger hunt. like getting 3 starnd of blonde hair and stuff like that. i was supposed to get the signature of the bartender at the beach bar and a beer bottle cap. did get the signature and the guy asked me if i wanted his number.(duh i didn't take it, but he was just joking anyway) and got a liquor cap and root beer cap.
played some ball games and others. then we had this sand sculpting competition. sec 2s won for skills, we won for message behind it. awful proud. and we took so many shots. had a whole roll of film dedicated to sec 4 shots alone. so we were smiling like idiots for the camera. it wasn't exactly a fun day, but it was okay. may go back to sentosa again.
went to marche for dinner with 15 other squadmates. our last squad outing before farewell. and the outing with the most number of people. ate a lot. and got home later than expected so i was thinking i'd get a scolding and maybe even be grounded. but thank goodness no. rebecca and some others saw this shuai guy and she just went up and asked his number(what was she thinking?) squadmates were mortified. it went liek this:
*reb spies cute guy sitting with family having dinner. goes up.
reb: hey(not sure what she said exactly, but reenactment was similar)
*cute guy looks up
*reb shows him her hp.
*cute guy takes it and keys in his number.
*reb takes it back and moves off.

good grief. afterwards went with daphne, lunn and mich to take neoprint. we felt totally dumb smiling at the machine and switching poses. laughing like idiots in fact. but they turned out really well.
rushed home and did some maths. bathed and slept. ahh. lunch is calling...

can't you hear it sing?




You will live in House.
You will drive a pink Porsche.
You will marry Josh hartnett and have 3 kids.
You will be a actress in Japan.

hmm...honestly, if you ask me. it's better than i can hope for. pretty cool eh?

i got back from camp on sunday. i can scarcely believe it. several things which got me thinking. i was hoping to be motivated by the camp and in a way i am. so i shall be starting on my work later. there's cca tomorrow. sigh. another day gone. coz cca is gonna be till 3pm for me. prolly get a scolding from my mom for giving so much time to np. camp was cool. terence became my facilitating partner. i guess not many people like him so my classmates kind of pitied me in the beginning. but nothing too tough for me. if but slightly embarrassing at times.
i chatted with the guys alot more then with the girls. be it with the facilitating group of CC2 people or with the facils themselves. even with the sec 4s and footprints i still talked less with the girls. can't click properly i guess with some of them coz friendships take ages to build and it's tough. it's not a 3-day kind of thing. it takes sharing, and loads of trust. so how much you open up to someone with determind how much you are gonna bond with that person.
there was this really gorgeous drool-worthy guy in my group. younger than me, slightly shorter than me. but totally magazine-cover-page kind of guy. kae. i shall stop going on. and his name is so nice too. fine. now i'm getting lame. but honest. okay. sshhh.

can't you hear it sing?




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