Wednesday, May 28, 2003
today was awful funny. at least i think the people around me are being funny. saying funny things. and jumping around and what else.
e.g. rebecca,"i'm gonna smmoother you with khisses" i believe she meant i'm going to smother you with my kisses. very funny indeed.
probation announcement was today. loads said that pei see's post was unexpected. we know about it. no telling.
sigh. spending almost 4 years in np, i'm worried that when the time comes, i won't be able to let go. i've grown very much attached to the people there. sec 2s, 3s, and squadmates. i guess i'll crumble if we don't ever keep in touch.
wu juan wants to be an NCO. i know that. my squadmates do too. and we think she can make it. but she's gotta improve her attire and attitude. it's not just us she's gotta to it to. she has the CIs to convince. i hope she gets what she wants and what she deserves. but it is an uphill road. and she has to put her heart to it. put your heart to it, everything's possible.
today's chinese mock wasn't too bad. but crossed fingers anyhow.
tomorrow is a day without tests or mocks. phew. relief washes over. but shortlived. coz fri holds more mocks. eewl. can't wait for all this to be over. 6 days to go...
Tuesday, May 27, 2003
it's been like 5 or 6 days since i came online. hey, it's not impossible to not come online. in fact it's pretty natural to me. what between reading books and revising and watching tv? there is simply no time.
sad. clay didn't win. a bit sad to report now. but i was really hoping that he'd win. but i downloaded his new single. i like 'this is the night'
drills test was --. just like that. no views or anything. i just hope i'll do fine. probation discussion was some saddening awakening. sitting there just made you think of what it was like when the seniors discussed your vital stats in front of so many others. and the criteria for the posts? made you realise that maybe you have fallen short of something. i'm sad too coz probation means there ain't much time left with the squad. i'm awful lucky. the squad is great.
just last year, at POP, we were all wondering how we'd survive the year. and now, it's practically gone and i'm becoming all wistful.
the geog, physics test and english mock is over. goodie. now a slight break and then the horrible chinese mock on fri.
watched The King and I today. it's really funny. and nice too. shall go get the vcd. mommy will definitely like this movie. the ending is sorta weird though. but nevermind. some parts are just plain hilarious.
