Saturday, May 17, 2003
1. At least 5 people in this world, love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6.You mean the world to someone.
7. Without you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique, in your own way.
9. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it.
13. Always remember complements you received, forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel, then they'll know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they’re great.
maybe it's all for real. but sometimes you just don't realise it. cher was real light-hearted about her life. and how she was so happy.
like wise, i won't say that mine is a bed of roses coz it isn't. but i believe that if i were to change every aspect or even ever other aspect of it, i'll be thrown of my feet and probably never ever be able to reagin my sea-legs again. now this language is totally cheesy but i'm in my philosophical mood now, explaining my dreamy entries.
life is far from perfect. but i shan't write coz it'll be awful if people try to guess the content. i'm just not too happy. ack. nothing one does ever is adequate anymore. like u are short of something somewhere. it's just not fulfilling. like even if you complete this big task, there is no sense of satisfaction, no feeling that you've gained and done something. now if we were to live with no feeling, then what joy does life hold for us? if i'm ging to live in as dull as ditchwater or some sludge-and-mud claustrophobic vacuum box then i'd prolly have my life's fun and enthusiasm sucked out by some suction pump. what a wonderful thought. feel freaked anyone?
life's secret pleasures. i can list a zillion. i want to feel, the exhilaration of winning a challenge, the euphoria of purchasing a great deal, the high of riding a roller-coaster, the indulgence of eating a rich dessert, the the heady no-cares feeling of flipping through clothes racks, the wind whipping my hair in my face when i cycle(mind you, not on the road at my home where u gotta watch out for traffic), the brain-drain exhaustion of a hard day's work, the whole-bodied muscle ache from pushing one to the max, the pendulum swing of the plastic swing at my old house, the smooth yet bouncy rhythm of riding the sea, the fear, awe, and push and anxious waiting or trying something new.
all those. that's what i want. and it's ..excitement. if you do the same routine exercises daily, you will jut collapse. and that's gonna be me soon. i need some life. not so much a life, but i need life in it's own spirit. just like princess jasmine.
now i'm really bonkers.
